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November 22 THE PRAYER by Carol Bayer Sager and David FosterI pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go And help us to be wise in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to the place, guide us with your grace to a place where we'll be safe
I pray we 'll find your light, and hold it in our hearts
When stars go out each night, remind us where you are
Let this be our prayer, when shadows fill our day
Help us find a place, guide us with your grace, give us faith so we'll be safe
A world where pain and sorrow will be ended
And every heart that's broken will he mended
And we'll remember we are all God's children
Reaching out to touch you, reaching to the sky
We ask that life be kind, and watch us from above
We hope each soul will find another soul to love
Let this be our prayer, just like every child
Who needs to find a place, guide us with your grace,
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Needs to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe.
1998 Warner-Tamerlane Publishing Corp. (BMI) All rights reserved.
May 31 随笔 - to my Awesome God
不知道从什莫时候起，在事情还没有开始的时候，便习惯去想象过程，猜测结果，或者说是后果。
什莫是快乐？是现在努力，加油的目标。快乐只是一个站台，为了让我们更好的努力，奔向下一个快乐的驿站。也许这就是为什莫我们常开玩笑说·快乐是短暂的，痛苦是漫长的· 也许这永远都是一个循环，没有始，没有终。。。
我不知道我想表达什莫。只是忽然想起每年暑假，坐机场巴士回家的时候，都会望着左侧的窗外想象，感觉似乎明天我就会从相反的方向原路返回。去年是爸爸开车去接我，在车里我睡着了，但还依稀记得，我还是提前感受了那之后的伤感。所以每次我都会告诉自己，一定要珍惜这一来一回之间的快乐。 (this is also a lomo picture)
妈妈曾经对我说，·别想家，家什莫时候都能回的· 是吗？真的吗？ ·································· 也许是吧！家好像一棵大树，深深地扎根在泥土中，永远在那里，等待我们有时间回去看看。 为什莫他永远都没有怨言？只是默默地等待？等待那个机会可以为我们遮蔽风雨。
我想，我喜欢用伤感来诠释我眼中的事物。我喜欢夕阳，喜欢看可以掉眼泪的电影，喜欢沉浸在一个人的世界，无人打扰。我想现在我更了解自己，我知道我将要乘坐的航班号，但是我不知道它将带我飞向哪里。
但是我不在乎，这并不重要，因为我的伤感很特别，总是可以让我看到希望。模糊的玻璃永远不会低档得住那第一缕耀眼的日光照在我们年轻的脸上。终于有一天，我们都发现，不论旅途有多遥远，多艰辛，其实我们看似一个人的世界并不孤独。。。 我没有在想家。 没有吗？ 我在想什莫？ --- 写于考试后的第一个凌晨5am May 14 妈妈妈妈节快乐发誓这是考完试前最后一次更新，不可以再上网了，该做得都做完了，总结的也总结完了，现在我要整理思绪，保持24小时清醒，一个字。。。背书 。。这是我最最最讨厌的事情。
没办法，把讨厌化作动力，把烦躁化作能量，把咖啡化作睡眠，17 天 。。。
7 好数字啊！
今天是妈妈的节日，我却收到了礼物，是马太太从美国旅行回来带给大家的，如图 ：巧克力。。。
两个字 。。。 粉好吃 。。突然增肥中。。。
妈妈，我想你了，把想念化作动力，把爱化作能量，把信念化作希望，
17 天，17 天之后，打电话给你和老爸，我们好好聊。。。
Muar... Muar...
 April 30 a picture worth thousands of words昨天，我做了一个梦，一个很美的梦
明天，有很多未知，很多方向。。。
我也曾经
那末，有一天，我会不会
其实，我就是想说，我做完作业了，明天开始复习考试。。。就像它。。。呵呵
April 21 未知有一种叫回忆的东西很近，有一种叫期待的东西很远。。。
Last summer, everything still quite clearly impressed me, baptism ~ graduation ~ retreat ~ holiday at home ~ volunteer work, parties, family & friends ~ the last month with friends in guildford ~ notts ... until now ...
what i am expecting for the coming summer? i am in the progress of my last essay for my master degree, so i did 13 assignments and 1 exam in the past 7 months, sounds quite impressive, although i know next month will be a big challenge, but seems i am not quite bothered. when i see back what i experienced, i feel my future like a foggy world in the dark dawn, the sun will raise up, my view will be clear bit by bit, until i can see which direction is exactly i should go. i am still in the process of searching and striving, but i already realise the course of evanescent mirage, and i see there is a foglight over there and help me to distinguish my way. i know my dream is not merely a dream any more, i should follow, not my feeling, but His guidance, on everything, and now just the beginning of the day...
不知海鸥又要飞向哪片海，夕阳下是寂寞的海平面
不知明天又要去哪个岛屿，身后的浪花是我的足迹 风 吹起了帆，昨天仿佛已沉入大海里 雨 淋湿了梦，童年的神话也许在前面 我只有摇动着开启着属于我的船，摇动着海面上的坐标点 那一条蜿蜒的无尽的未知的航线 告诉我那片蔚蓝是永远。。。 March 25 i am still young \(^O^)/
Forever Young
Let's dance in style, lets dance for a while Let us die young or let us live forever Can you imagine when this race is won Forever young, I want to be forever young Some are like water, some are like the heat It's so hard to get old without a cause So many adventures couldn't happen today Forever young, I want to be forever young Forever young, I want to be forever young
http://each.suixin.net/yehui/tracy/music/alphaville-foreveryoung.mp3
March 22 Starry Starry Night (Vincent) 星夜
Starry, starry night 繁星之夜
Paint your palette blue and gray 星空在你的画板照得灰暗幽兰 Look out on a summer's day 某个夏日 With eyes that know the darkness in my soul 你用洞悉我灵魂深处的双眼 Shadows on the hills 看到山上的阴影 Sketch the trees and the daffodils 画上树和水仙花 Catch the breeze and the winter chills 捕捉微风和冬天的寒意 In colors on the snowy linen land 亚麻色的大地覆盖着积雪 Now I understand 现在我明白了 What you tried to say to me 你想对我说什么 And how you suffered for your sanity 你如何承受天赋的折磨 And how you tried to set them free 你如何试图释放你的才华 They would not listen; they did not know how 他们不听，他们不曾知道 Perhaps they'll listen now 也许现在他们会听 Starry, starry night 繁星之夜 Flaming flowers that brightly blaze 耀眼的花朵闪烁光芒 Swirling clouds in violet haze 流转的云朵散发紫罗兰的朦胧 Reflect in Vincent's eyes of china blue 在文森特中国蓝的眼睛中闪耀 Colors changing hue 颜色在变 Morning fields of amber grain 清晨琥珀色的田野 Weathered faces lined in pain 痛苦中风化的脸 Are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand 在艺术家爱之手下减轻痛苦 Now I understand 现在我明白了 What you tried to say to me 你想对我说什么 And how you suffered for your sanity 你如何承受天赋的折磨 And how you tried to set them free 你如何试图释放你的才华 They would not listen; they did not know how 他们从来不听，他们不曾知道 Perhaps they'll listen now 也许现在他们会听 For they could not love you 因为他们不能爱你 But still, your love was true 但你的爱是真挚的 And when no hope was left inside 当内心再也没有希望 On that starry, starry night 在布满星星的夜晚 You took your life as lovers often do 你像情人们常做的那样结束自己的生命 But I could've told you, Vincent 我本应告诉你，文森特 This world was never meant For one as beautiful as you 这个世界从来就不象你一样美 Starry, starry night 繁星之夜 Portraits hung in empty halls 肖像挂在空荡荡的大厅 Frameless heads on nameless walls 无名的墙上挂着无框的头像 With eyes that watch the world and can't forget 凝视这个世界，难以忘却 Like the strangers that you've met 就像你遇见的陌生人 The ragged men in ragged clothes 褴褛的衣服粗鲁的人 The silver thorn, a bloody rose 血红色玫瑰、银色荆棘 Lie crushed and broken on the virgin snow 破碎地躺在无痕的雪地上 Now I understand 现在我明白了 What you tried to say to me 你想对我说什么 And how you suffered for your sanity 你如何承受天赋的折磨 And how you tried to set them free 你如何试图释放你的才华 They would not listen; they did not know how 他们从来不听，他们不曾知道 Perhaps they'll listen now 也许现在他们会听 March 03 Peggy 效应
不知道这个space是不是真的可以传染，上星期有一天，早上起来开了电脑，读了peggy的健忘日记，笑了好久，然后接到一个电话，说:"你什莫时候来开会?" "开什莫会?" "小组讨论group project" "不是只说这个星期开，没定哪天么 ?" "不是呀，不是都说好星期一中午12点?" 我晕倒，peggy效应不会这末快吧！所以我就让那无辜的4个人先讨论了，不过也让他们多等了我半小时。
December 04 Happy Day
God is so interesting, always prepare sth for you, and surprise you... out of out of your expectations, even sometimes you can predict what may happen, but when the thing really comes to you, you still feel so unbelievable!!! in the next a few days, i will be so busy, 3 courseworks have to finished within 2 weeks... and have to practice the piano in the main campus, also in the church for the preparation of carol singing on 18 Dec, then maybe huisheng will give me some work for translating the service leaflet (english to chinese), never did before, really pray to god may give us the strength and wisdom.
But the thing is, life became busier and busier, but i feel happier and happier, it is so good that have lots of things to do, and you can tell you are closer and closer to the church people, began to make "good" friends with them. The feeling is so great!!! !!! !!! But still need lots of prayers, may God really really use me, no matter in the church or the fellowship... i am looking forward everything now!!!  5:10am
November 11 感谢你！ 感谢你，感谢你的怜悯；感谢你，让清晨日光临到我们；感谢你，照亮黑暗中的我们；感谢你，把我们引到平安的路上。
感谢你，你是我们唯一的神；
感谢你，你是我们唯一的主。
感谢你，感谢你来作我的牧者；感谢你，有你我必不缺乏；
感谢你，是你呼唤使我灵魂苏醒；感谢你，是你引导我的路。感谢你，你是我们唯一的神；感谢你，爱我们；
我们爱，因为你先爱我们；我们爱，永远爱你。
感谢你，感谢你保守我们的心；感谢你， 胜过保守一切，一切。。。
一千一万个感谢你，说不停的感谢你，永远不够的感谢你，在心里面的感谢你！！！
所以我们也要说：
 September 30 Er Shu told me this morning...I think i am always pretend to be strong and brave, actually not at all... without God, without friends, i could lost totally... always, encouraging words are so easy to tell... but never can apply to yourself... these days chated with some friends, we all facing differet problems, no matter mentally or physically in our daily life, but God lead us in different ways, this really made me feel i am in one of his plans now... then i have to practice more and more, to be truly strong and brave in my heart...
"Anxious soul, God is saying to you today, 'be still, and know that I am God...' There 's a reason He's saying it. Your activity, when born out of anxiety, actually prevents Him from showing Himself strong on your behalf. That doesn't mean you are to be passive or lazy; it just means you are to do whatever he leads you to do without running ahead of Him in the energy of the flesh! It also means you are to submit to Him first, then slow down and wait! In other words, make sure you has a sense of peace to go along with the ideas you believe He's given you.Ask Him to reveal to you His will in the matter, then be still.. so submit your worry and anxious to Him, don't running ahead of him."
"Above all else, guard your heart; for it is the wellspring of life." (Proverbs 4:23) "你要保守你心，胜过保守一切，因为一生的果效，是由心发出。" (箴言 4:23)
September 14 没有西瓜的夏天
暑假马上就要结束了，天气眼看就要变凉了，我很快就要离开了，可是。。。真的准备好去寻找我的新生活了吗？ 我的心没有太多的憧憬，也没有太多的期望。。。 没有冰激凌的夏天，没有海鲜的夏天，没有西瓜的夏天，为什莫还会这样眷恋？是我的懒惰, 是我安于现状， 还是对未知的将来的退缩和恐惧？？？ 也许都不是，只是一种没有原因的情绪的低落。。。这或许也是生活中的必须，没有不散的宴席，没有365天都会开开心心，就算神，也没有应许我们天空常蓝，人生道路，花香常漫，长安无虞，呵呵，conclusion 这就是生活
"for everyone born of God overcomes the world. This is the victory that has overcome the world, even our faith." (1 John 5:4) September 13 Talking about 我们的弱点--神的恩赐
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August 07 Cyrstal's New JobWell Done, Good Job Crystal!!! We're all proud of You!!!
May 27 鑽石和棒棒糖
A：假如這裡有一顆大鑽石和一根棒棒糖，而你只能選一樣，那麼你選哪一個？ B：當然我選鑽石。 A：如果把它們放在一個小孩子面前，他會如何選擇呢？ B：小孩子不懂得鑽石的價值，他會選棒棒糖。 A：那你能給這個孩子證明，鑽石比棒棒糖更重要嗎？ B：這恐怕很難，就是我給他證明，他也不可能聽懂。 A：你如果不能證明鑽石比棒棒糖重要，那棒棒糖就一定比鑽石重要了？ B：這是什麼邏輯？只有小孩子才這樣認為。 A：同樣的邏輯，導致無神論者認為：如果你不能證明神存在，那麼神就一定不存在。 B：還是不一樣。孩子不認識鑽石，只能說明他知識有限。而我們卻是成年人。 A：當孩子選擇棒棒糖的時候，他會不會認為他的知識有限，知道他的選擇可能有錯？ B：應該不會，他會毫不懷疑棒棒糖比鑽石更重要。 A：這是我要強調的。每一個人都在無意當中，形成了自己認為“正確”的觀念，並以此為判別標準。當遇到一個新的概念的時候，他的第一個反應不是反思自己的觀念是否正確，而是不加思索地用他的“標準”來判斷。凡是與其相反的，他就會拒絕接受。
"Therefore, whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven. (Matthew 18:4) |
，一根一根的粗到不行。不过这样好像可以吃得饱一点！
我到了，谈了没有10分钟，就散会了。不过我还是自认为比peggy好一点点，头脑有时会间歇性短路，不是永久性。
Actually, have not much to say... just feel today is a happy day!!! 
Maybe i slepted too much yesterday, naturally woke up at 4 sth am, but it is good can begin my study again lah. don't know why so loving to say "have a nice day" these days!!! it's like i can sense the other side of the meaning of this sentence. Interesting!!! I'd better to revise my CSR now, still got lots of things to do, but i think i have to change a bit my life pattern, sleep early, get up early, try to make day life longer in such a winder!!! What do you say??? 
"They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." (Lamentations 3:23)
但是有神的孩子总是特别的幸运，因为我们有依靠，一个无形的，但却真实的胸怀和臂膀，无论何时何地，无论晴天阴天，他与我们同在。。。 安慰而给与力量。。。 虽然我相信我会不小心就迷失方向，会遇到无数的能够和不能够预测到的问题，会伤心，会害怕，尽管我自认为是很勇敢的人，但是那在天上的爸爸，会永远看顾我们，用他那温暖的大手轻轻抚摸我们的痛。他在我们失落的时候，悄悄在我们心中积存力量，而那股力量酝酿出来的是热情，信心，爱 与盼望。 
"因为凡从神生的，就胜过世界；是我们胜了世界的，就是我们的信心。" （约翰一书 5：4）
ENJOY~.。a lovely story ‧:*:
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